There are trees outside my room, peacefully swaying in the breeze, filtering tiny glowing embers of sunlight through their branches. A beam of golden sunshine sneaks in every morning, quietly sliding through my room, falling on anything that is on its way, landing wherever it may.
Like a kiss of life, it animates and illuminates the dormant dust floating in its trail. The ordinary grey space of the room suddenly awakens, with the incredible beauty of this mystical river of golden light, temporarily streaming in.

It trickles through the window, gracefully holding the dancing shadows of the trees, swaying to an imperceptible music of the breeze outside. Like the gently throbbing waves on a calm lake, the quivering shadows of the branches play with light.
The incredible beauty of this little daily miracle, lands every morning on the floor of my room. Every day I sit, looking at this beam of golden sunlight falling on the floor, filtering through trees outside the window.

This patch of sunshine graces the spot where it lands for just a short while- colouring the dark cold surface to a glowing gold. It shifts smoothly and softly, changing slightly every few minutes- never leaving a mark behind.
After a little while, this trembling patch of light quietly crawls up towards the wall behind me, caressing my face with its gentle warmth, as I sit in its way.
As I witness this show, I am drenched in the overwhelming serenity of the scene. A mysterious subtle silence radiates from this light, even with many of the usual sounds floating around. This silence flows constantly underneath all the sounds, that seem to rise from, and dissolve in it.

The light and shadows playing quietly in my room, emit a sense of deep stillness, emanating from their subtle movements. This mysteriously enchanting stillness, is created new in each moment.
I have no role to play in this miracle as it unfolds, except to attentively witness it. I feel blessed, to simply be a part of this room, when it happens. I watch what appears before me, in just as much silence as the chair, floor, walls and space in the room. For all I know, this is happening for their benefit more than mine!
I know I am alive in a way that other things in this room are not. The chair does not breathe, think, or fall sick. But this chair comes from what was once a living tree. My body, though alive right now, will someday not be so.

At this moment here, we are both present, in our current forms. The chair is, just as much as I am. We are both united by our being and existing. Right now, in our shared silence and stillness, we are both witnessing this little magical patch of golden sunshine, warmed and illuminated by its gentle touch.
In these moments of quiet wonder, I am as much a presence as an absence, just like anything else in this room! My silent being, is quietly a part of this room, just as the chair, this beam of golden sunlight, the sparkling specks of dust or the brightly glowing patch on floor.

I am permeated by the same space, as everything else surrounding me. I am, just another expression of that same space, silence, stillness and beauty- that is reflected in the fleeting movements of the light and shadows, dancing now on this floor.
Just watching this quivering golden light, my being fills with deep gratitude, for all that is and what I am. In this moment of silent witnessing, I am open, welcoming and one, with this stream of light and with everything else, that is illuminated in its path.
Here now, I know myself as an inseparable part of whatever is, within this room and beyond.
Every morning, this little golden beam of sunshine tells me, that I am one with the whole existence. What more do I need to know?

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6 responses to “Golden beam of sunshine”
This is so beautiful…of course life is so…..what more could there possibly be???? And then, my heart is caught by lyrics of a Leonard Cohen song….always presenting the paradox of existence…
“Love Itself”
The light came through the window
Straight from the sun above
And so inside my little room
There plunged the rays of love
In streams of light I clearly saw
The dust you seldom see
Out of which the nameless makes
A name for one like me
I’ll try to say a little more
Love went on and on
Until it reached an open door –
Then love itself
Love itself was gone
All busy in the sunlight
The flecks did float and dance
And I was tumbled up with them
In formless circumstance
I’ll try to say a little more
Love went on and on
Until it reached an open door –
Then love itself
Love itself was gone
Then I came back from where I’d been
My room, it looked the same –
But there was nothing left between
The nameless and the name
(Nameless and the name)
All busy in the sunlight
The flecks did float and dance
And I was tumbled up with them
In formless circumstance
I’ll try to say a little more
Love went on and on
Until it reached an open door –
Then love itself
Love itself was gone
Love itself
Love itself was gone
Thank you, Good to hear from you!
This is a beautiful song! Thank you so much for sharing 🙂
This is such a beautiful meditation! I love the rapture over a stream of sunlight. As a recluse, I miss nature walks but now will be on the lookout for honoring nature in an apartment. You inspired me. Thank you, Ellen
I am so glad you found it inspiring Ellen! I have been wanting to express this ‘mystical’ feeling of the atmosphere in my room in the mornings for a long time, but just thought it was not possible to put in words…this was my feeble attempt 🙂
Thank you, and I wish you the best, for your own explorations…wherever you happen to be (Indoor or outdoor )!!
Hi Ramble, Thanks for a wonderful meditation! Seeing the here/now in its myriad forms in ways that are a blessing and a grace unto all of its forms, is to be blessed and grace by them, and the circle is complete, with perception/perspective uniting the whole! May it always be so!
Thank you Jim! Yes, may it always be so 🙂